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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
11:14 pm	great. i have skin cancer. hope everyone had a happy easter. Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 9th, 2006
11:47 am	i am currently deaf in one ear.... i think i broke my eardrum. please explain to me why i had to be sick the entire month i was off!! weeeeeeeeelll off to the docs, see everyone soon. ps hoefert when are u comin back? oh and gavin degraws new song, "we belong together" is to die for. his body is glorious. Current Mood: angry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 5th, 2006
5:58 pm	remember the time i was moments away from dying last night? that was cool. Current Mood: relieved (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 29th, 2005
5:56 pm	helllllo new york. :] (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
12:46 pm	Ultimate survey of 2005. past, present, future, and everything random! Basics Time:: 12:46 Name:: Katie Nickname(s):: Katydid, mchale... usually just mchale Favorite nickname:: i dont care Age:: 20 Age you act:: 25 Age you wish you could be:: 16 Height:: 5'5'' Weight:: mmmm no thanks Shoe size:: 6.5 Siblings:: erin Pets:: none, i dont like animals Living situation:: At home for now Location:: springfield, pa Childhood past and General past Favorite toy:: barbies, treasure trolls, petshop, any kind of doll that had hair i could play with, cut off, etc. How did you dress?: like a cave person.. nakeddddd.. haha i was all about the frilly drseses Preschool:: my mom said i was too smart for preschool..so i didnt go hahah What age did you stop using the bottle?: I don't know Did you prefer playing indoors or outdoors?: outdoors Did you have an immaginary friends?: no First pet:: molly, a cat What did you want to be when you grew up?: teacher Do you still want to be that?: yes! (assuming you do) did you always have your own room?: no Did you ever ask a fat lady how long she'd been pregnant for?: noooooooo way What age did you learn to read and write?: around 5-6 Were you quiet or nosy?: painfully quiet and shy...what happened to me?? What was your favorite story book?: the polar express Second favorite?: love you forever Third favorite?: i really don't have that detailed a memory Sum yourself up as a kid.: quiet, afraid of everything Who was your first best friend?: meggie How old were you when you had your first birthday party?: i remember havin a 6th bday party at the bowling alley..and it was CO-ED.. i was a pimp even back then. Where was it?: sproul lanes baby What was your earliest bedtime?: i dont know When did you learn to ride a bike?: i dont know i kept fallin off though Were you immaginative?: ohhhhhh YES..it often got me in trouble Did you play with gender appropriate toys?: yes Did you play with age appropriate toys?: always, every time What was your favorite stuffed animal?: i dont know How many barbies did you have?: 2353925392 Did you have carebears?: no Ninja turtles? no That creepy bear that reads books?: ahahaha no i was afraid of that thing! Did you like to climb trees?: no but once i ate leaves of a tree... Throw tantrums?: yes Was it hard to sleep, or did you sleep like a baby?: i never slept, i was bad Did you go to the zoo?: yes but now i hate animals Did you scream a lot?: i dont knowwwwww Did you ever go to an amusement park?: yes When and where was your first kiss?: hahah it was NOT a moment to remember..lets just say it involved getting bitten in a laundry room Kissed someone of the opposite sex?: yes Kissed someone of the same sex?: just on the cheek how many total goldfish have you collectively owned?: 0 As a kid, what was the best thing ever?: riding my tricile to the boardwalk...from my house in springfield pa...a 100 mile journey that i attempted The worst?: i dont think there is a definitive worst thing What was the best year of your life?: i'm not sure..college has been fun. Generally, in the past, have you ever: Ran away from home?: nope Snuck out?: yes Wished on a star?: one could suppose that i have Danced in the rain?: yes Been to an unsupervised party?: yes Been drunk?: yes Smoked?: never Been beaten up?: by my sis, yes Been depressed?: yes Been lonely?: i think so Been afraid of the dark?: i dont think Cut your own hair?: when i was like 5. Stayed up all night?: yes Gone streaking?: ... Gone skinny dipping?: yes Played strip poker?: that's getting a little personal isn't it, and a little risque? -AGREED Been on a roof?: never Been in a trash can?: no Egged somebodies house?: yep....:( Teepeed someones house?: no Cheated on a guy / girl?: no Cheated on a test?: NO Set something on fire on purpose?: yeah meggie and i did that once tryin to do the magic tricks we saw on tv..we thought the house was gonna go up in flames Set something on fire accidentally?: prob Eaten squid?: eww no Eaten sushi?: eww no Had a cell phone?: i still do have one Had a computer?: i'm typing on my new laptop Had an ipod / mp2 player?: yes!! got one for christmas Broken a light bulb?: yes Cruised the streets past 3 AM?: yep Did a prank call?: yes Gone to school with a hangover?: nope Been in love?: yes Sworn at your parents?: no Regretted something you did?: yes Regretted something you should have done but never did?: yes Lied to your parents?: yes Lied to your friends?: yes Currently: Are you a lucky person?: i suppose Are you a happy person?: yes i am, very much. Are you a virgin?: you can think whatever you want about me.. i dont really share this info with people. What are you wearing?: pjs.. polka dot pajamas ahah What did you have for breakfast?: i didnt eat yet today What kind of socks do you wear?: none righ tnow What are your most comfortable shoes?: my slippers Are you doing well in school?: i am doing very well Do you have a lot of friends?: yes Are you happy with them?: nooo ihate them all you dumbo Past of 2005: Did 2005 treat you well?: no, not particularly Did it go by fast, slow, or at just the right pace?: i'm not sure Approximately how many parties did you go to?: a lot What was your biggest acheivement this year?: i dont know...i dont feel like thinking Did you change over 2005?: absolutely Did your hairstyle change?: yeah its long now.. remember last year when it was short? weirddd How much taller did you get from last year?: not at all taller Did you make new friends?: yes Did you lose any old friends?: yes. Did you try new things?: yes Go places you've never been?: yes Do things you've never done?: yes Things you never thought you would do?: YES !! Have fun?: yes What do you miss most about 2005?: having roommates If you could choose one thing to completely undo, what would it be? i dont think i want to write about it here. If you could choose one thing to redo (fix) what would it be?: i would be better at talking about my feelings with people i guess If you could choose one thing to relive, what would it be?: this one night in october..! Did 2005 have a big impact on your life?: yes even though it wore me out mentally Do you think 2006 will be better?: YES Was 2005 special?: yes Was it the best year for you?: parts of it yes, parts NO way Future, mainly 2006 Have you made a resolution?: yes What's one thing you will do differently in 2006?: try not to be so hard on myself, stand up to people Do you feel fullfilled?: no Are you going to learn something new from 2006?: yes What's one place you want to go?: ireland, spain and australia What's the main thing you want out of 2006?: love Back to this past year, have you bee.. Naughty or Nice?: half and half.. Happy or Sad?: both Dull or Interesting?: hopefully interesting Boring or Fun?: hopefully fun Cray or Normal?: A LOT crazy, part normal Wild or Calm?: calm with a large coating of wild haha jk...half and half Mean or Kind?: KIND..i dont think i was mean at all!!! Caring?: yes Carefree?: yea Careless?: i suppose Careful?: yes usually Loud or Silent?: both Smart or Stupid?: for the most part smart, but occasionally stupid Last but not least.. Nine things you won't be able to live without. Go. 1.: my family 2.: friends 3.: gavin degraw 4.: love 5.: car 6.: i dont know what elseeeeeee 7.: 8.: 9.: Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Friday, December 23rd, 2005
7:13 pm	hello livejournal. clearly i am bored so i am updating i have the flu..and it sucks. i spent the past 24 hours stuck in my bed and i'm losing my sanity!! i cannot sit still and i've definitely acquired ADD since finals week. i've been babysitting every minute of my life for the past week and a half, with today off..THANK GOD. they pay sooo well, but the kids fight all the time and i'm sick of it. the family is a little odd--there has been a dead parakeet sitting in a glass in the kitcehn for some time now. it is starting to smell and i do not like it. as far as grades, i did fine. 3.8. in consideration of everything this semester, i'll take it. new years eve is gonna be so fun. me, katelyn, tara, adrienne, and val are alll going to times square!! we are stayin a hotel there! yayay!! but on the 30th, we are going to taras house in carbondale for a sleepover and to a family party!! ahhhh i cant wait!!! i could not be more excited and this is definitely neeeeeeded. not to mention its vals 21st.. we dont mess around on birthdays in case u were wondering. i'm mad at someone and they dont know it. hmm. merry christmas hopefully i will be outta bed for it. Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
1:16 pm	i just received the NICEST letter from Tony Farro's parents. it was written to me personally--not one of those things you send around to everyone. i am sooooo touched. i dont know why i am writing in this thing b/c i never do. i will have to let people read it some time.. it made me and everyone in my family cry to have someone write such kind words about you. i hope everyone had a wonderful thanksgiving. oh yeah and i need to not go near malls on black friday b/c i end up spending all of my $ and i buy things for myself. ps i decided on my favorite song ever..one that is not country. i think you should all download "dreams" by gavin degraw. i know my country music does not tickle everyones fancy but give gavin a try!! Current Mood: touched Current Music: dreams ~gavin degraw (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
10:39 am	so it's sinking in at the weirdest times. at first i was just shocked and now i'm depressed. yesterday i did soooo well til last night. i was out til 1 am and when i came into my room all alone i was so sad. i looked on my refridgerator.. (i hadn't eaten since i found out til yesterday at lunch at hte caf so i wasnt in there) and i saw that he wrote his name in magnets on my refridgerator. we were so close.. i'm not one of those people who becomes "great friends" with everyone once they die.. in fact i HATE that. he came to my room everyday without fail. i drove him to campus so many times. him and i were supposed to go to a kenny chesney concert, although he hates country music. he wrote me a note and that is all i have. funny how i read it right before i found out he was dead. there are so many memories that took place right in this room that i come back to every single day. i'm trying to find comfort through this but sometimes it just makes me feel angry and guilty. all i can remember is him coming in and looking for a mouse and chasing it with my broom even though there wasn't one to begin with. or breaking up a fight and having him protect me. but the thing that sticks out the most is coming back to my room every day.. to a message on my door saying "Tony Loves you xoxo" everyday. he would just erase the other messages on there just so i knew he was looking for me and thinking of me. i wish i could have done something but i know that i couldn't. my residents have been sooo supportive b/c they know how things were when he was alive. and they said they couldnt imagine going through this with any other ra because of my closeness to my residents. it makes me feel better and worse at the same time. this makes no sense and i sound irrational. Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
9:25 pm	<td align="center"> Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> thank god i took that quiz. really, that was exactly what i was hoping for. (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
5:10 pm	Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test ps dreams by gavin degraw is sooooooooo good. download it asap thanks bye Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: dreams <3 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
10:43 pm	i love finding out who my real friends are.... Current Mood: shocked (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 3rd, 2005
10:06 am	what a fucking shitty week. i thought last night would be fun..but NOOOOOPE. just as shitty as the rest. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 25th, 2005
10:29 pm	this is for clare! this song always makes me feel better even though i have no one for it to apply to. i think my abs hurt from laughing so hard tonight..chris kramer=funny. i needed to laugh. : ) I never had no one I could count on I’ve been let down so many times I was tired of hurtin’ So tired of searchin’ ’til you walked into my life It was a feelin’ I’d never known And for the first time I didn’t feel alone You’re more than a lover There could never be another To make me feel the way you do Oh we just get closer I fall in love all over Everytime I look at you I don’t know where I’d be Without you here with me Life with you makes perfect sense You’re my best friend You’re my best friend, oh yeah You stand by me And you believe in me Like nobody ever has When my world goes crazy You’re right there to save me You make me see how much I have And I still tremble When we touch And oh the look in your eyes When we make love You’re more than a lover There could never be another To make me feel the way you do Oh we just get closer I fall in love all over Everytime I look at you And I don’t know where I’d be Without you here with me Life with you makes perfect sense You’re my best friend You’re my best friend You’re more than a lover There could never be another To make me feel the way you do Oh we just get closer I fall in love all over Everytime I look at you And I don’t know where I’d be Without you here with me Life with you makes perfect sense You’re my best friend You’re my best friend (my best friend) You’re my best friend (my best friend) here's to me trying to be optimistic... Current Mood: optimistic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 24th, 2005
7:20 pm	my mom's surgery failed. Current Mood: gloomy (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
10:24 pm	this week was officially shit. i've met tons of people and training went well so i'm thankful for that. my mom was in the hospital earlier this week and had surgery..very thankfully she does not have cancer. but this week has been so hectic with training and running to and from home to see my mom and family. oh and today i almost died in my car. lisa white called me to tell me horrible news. our friends mom died this morning.. she lives a few houses away from me and we didn't even meet til last year in theo. i just wanted to let everyone know that i'm alive. a highlight of this week was definitely seeing mr dom galante. the end. Current Mood: depressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
1:21 am	you make NO SENSE!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Monday, August 8th, 2005
5:55 pm	without going into a lot of details, i just need to update this thing to see if anyone else would find this experience to be a bit awkward/weird. so today i went to the doctor's..it was kind of an end of the summer emergency type deal. i get there and of course i'm feeling very uncomfortable as it is. i could only get an appointment with a physicians assistant but no matter. so i go in the room and they leave for a few mins and have me get in the outfit (yes we all know the cute little outfit i'm talking about) and the next thing i know, FOUR people come barging in the room. they didn't knock or anything! the PA, two students ONE BEING A GUY, and a doctor. they didn't ask me if it was ok for them to be there or anything. the students were my age...AWKWARD. i guess this is one of the things that only happens but once in a lifetime..to katie mchale of course. Current Mood: infuriated (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 7th, 2005
4:08 pm	i am far too nice to you than you deserve me to be. Current Mood: guilty (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
11:28 pm	i got a 51 Repost this and put in the subject how many of the following 100 questions you said YES to. Be truthful. 1.smoked a cigarette 2.smoked a cigar 3.made out with a member of the same sex 4.crashed a friend's car 5.stolen a car 6.been in love 7.been dumped 8.shoplifted 9.been fired 10.been in a fist fight 11.snuck out of your house 12.had feelings for someone who didnt have them back 13.been arrested 14.made out with a stranger 15.gone on a blind date 16.lied to a friend 17.had a crush on a teacher 18.skipped school 19.slept with a co-worker 20.seen someone die 21.been on a plane 22.thrown up in a bar 23.taken painkillers 24.love someone or miss someone right now 25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by 26.made a snow angel 27.played dress up 28.cheated while playing a game 29.been lonely 30.fallen asleep at work/school 31.used a fake id 32.felt an earthquake 33.touched a snake 34.ran a red light 35.been suspended from school 36.had detention 37.been in a car accident 38.hated the way you look 39.witnessed a crime 40.pole danced 41.been lost 42.been to the opposite side of the country 43.felt like dying 44.cried yourself to sleep 45.played cops and robbers 46.sang karaoke 47.done something you told yourself you wouldn't 48.laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose 49.caught a snowflake on your tongue 50.kissed in the rain 51.sing in the shower 52.made love in a park 53.had a dream that you married someone 54.glued your hand to something 55.got your tongue stuck to a flag pole 56.worn the opposite sex's clothes 57.been a cheerleader 58. sat on a roof top 59. didn't take a shower for a week 60.ever too scared to watch scary movies alone 61.played chicken 62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on 63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger 64.broken a bone 65.been easily amused 66.laugh so hard you cry 67.mooned/flashed someone 68.cheated on a test 69.forgotten someone's name 70.slept naked 71.gone skinny dipping in a pool 72.been kicked out of your house 73.blacked out from drinking 74.played a prank on someone 75.gone to a late night movie 76.made love to anything not human 77.failed a class 78.choaked on something you're not supposed to eat 79.played an instrument for more than 10 hours 80.cheated on a gf/bf 81.ate a whole package of oreos 82.thrown strange objects 83.felt like killing someone 84.thought about running away 85.ran away 86.did drugs 87.had detention and not attend it 88.yelled at parents 89.made parent cry 90.cried over someone 91.owned more than 5 sharpies 92.dated more than 1 person at once 93.have a dog 94.have a cat 95.own an instrument 96.been in a band 97.had more than 25 sodas in one day 98.broken a cd 99.shot a gun 100.been online for more than 5 hours tonight dawg drove 2 hours to see me through a horrible storm. i drove out to meet her and i turned down the wrong street and i ended up in the ghetto and i seroiusly thought i was a gonner. no exaggeration.. these people were driving up in my ass cutting me off..ugh. finally after being lost for a while i found my way. my camera is still no where to be found. all in all this was not a good past couple of days. i think i want to jump in the schyulkill river. thanksbye. Current Mood: sad (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
12:36 am	song of the moment... DON'T LAUGH ITS GOOD I can’t stop The way I feel Things you do Don’t seem real Tell you what I got in mind ’cause we’re runnin’ out of time Won’t you ever set me free? This waitin’ ’rounds killin’ me She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can’t help myself I can’t get Any rest People say I’m obsessed Everything that’s serious lasts But to me there’s no surprise What I have, I knew was true Things go wrong, they always do She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can’t help myself I won’t make it, On my own No on likes, To be alone She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can’t help myself Uh huh huh She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can’t help myself Uh huh huh She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I can’t help myself Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)